Aesthetically Thinking: Ep 4

Wow… 4th Episode. Here we are, eh?

            Well I mean, were only just getting started.

            No, yeah I get you. Don’t get me wrong, but this is the 4th page you have written on the 1st night. Your really blowing the steam on this one.

            But you know, I realized were taking up more page space; just by having small talk but not really small talk. I think that’s causing me to burn through the page space we have.

            I guess that’s just a habit? A little bit of the ADD kickin’ in when you think?

            Yeah I guess so, but is it wrong to get to know myself a little more? After all I’m talking to you and its like talking to a mirror; except its actually responding with its own thoughts.

            Yeah, thoughts you and I share. You, know. Because we are the same person.

            So, the thought I guess I’m having is:

                        What would it be like to meet yourself? Without a mirror and he/she responds with their own thoughts?

            Wouldn’t it be crazy if you just meet yourself. You can say that’s not you, but what if it really is? I don’t think this thought can be relevant towards twins. Although it can, considering they would look the same and easily mistaken one or the other for each others names. But I don’t think that is what I’m referring to.

            You mean, you actually meeting another being that just so happens to be you 100% entirely?

            Yeah! No flaws or strings attached. Just another you, in other words. Nothing else. Not even cloning.

            That be a little cool, but crazy.

            Yeah, you can have conversations with yourself and can always reflect on the different possible things your going to reply back with.

            Yeah, kind of like what were doing now. Except of course, im not physically real. Im just your thoughts.

            Exactly. So what if I had a second body with the same conscious and we would have a chat with him?

            Im already getting a headache about this, this is very complicated yet so simple to think about.

            All the different possibilities that can be said when replying to your self but that isn't you. I think Id pay money to meet me. With no alternations…

            Why? You hate yourself already. Wouldn't you guys just try to kill each other?

            No, I don’t hate myself that much. Otherwise, I might've just killed myself already.

            Jesus! Alrighty then… aren't I glad to be here.

            Well I mean c’mon. you and I think the same. But we just different points of view to think of.

            Exactly why I’m acting like this. If you were to meet yourself that had this issue already; who knows what that other you just might do. Know what I mean?

            I get you. But even then, wouldn’t it be easier to study yourself by having another you than just thinking about yourself overall?

            You could learn more by looking at the other you. But why take a risk, you might find something about yourself that you wouldn't like? Why not just be happy with your own self?

            But if that was the case, then maybe you’ll get a better reflection of yourself just by studying the other you and learn how to improve from that one. You can probably become the best you or just you already being the best overall.