Aesthetically Thinking

Wow… 4th Episode. Here we are, eh?             Well I mean, were only just getting started.             No, yeah I get you. Don’t get me wrong, but this is the 4th page you have written on the 1st night. Your really blowing the steam on this one.             But you know, I realized were taking up more page space; just by having small talk but not really small talk. I think that’s causing me to burn through the page space we have.             I guess that’s just a habit? A little bit of the ADD kickin’ in when you think?             Yeah I guess so, but is it wrong to get to know myself a little more? After all I’m talking to you and its like talking to a mirror; except its actually responding with...

I guess you can say, this calls for an early celebration!             Why?             Because I finally got through this whole introduction without burning it and burying it.             That does sound fair because it did take a while. An hour of typing that only to read it so easily for 30 seconds.             Well, it did take a lot of editing.             Now that I think about it, its could to make my readers think my conscious have a life of its own other than just me breaking through walls to do it, unlike I am right now…             Hi, how are ya’? I’d wink, but unfortunately keyboards don’t have lives of its own.   ...

Anyways, back to what I was sayin - -             You know, if you didn't hate yourself so much; we could have made a great team!             Oh, well poresito - poor baby, but I am not exactly the Kumbaya type-of-guy and sing you to sleep every night.             … Ass.             And this why I am your conscious.             Wait… I thought I was your conscious?             No…? I am.             Wait… Are you? Or am I?             Jesus H. Fuckin’ Christ, now I’m lost to even think who I am.     ...

             You know, I do a lot of thinking and a ton of writing. Now if only I had a printer, then maybe I can start some phycological schizophrenic notes scattered around a room!! - - but I guess I’m just not ready to go the Nut House yet.              “Nut.”              Sadly, where I am located today, the internet sucks and I am just too terrified to post my thoughts online. Or to even show them to anybody. What if its not good? My thoughts could possibly bore you? Alas, the never ending questions could even annoy you too; if I went on about it, of course. WILL I CONTINUE AND ACTUALLY START BEING COMMITTED TO THIS HOBBY OF MINE, THAT I KEEP BEING SO ON AND OFF ABOUT THIS TIME?!!! I hope so. I always wanted to start a blog post of my thoughts - - WAIT A MINUTE, TONY YOU LIAR!! YOU...